Rabu, 02 Maret 2011

UN-ordinary-notes

Dear Lord,

why sumtime life getting hard? or just me always complained.
i'm trying to be a nice person, being nice person 100x difficult than being the bad guy!

hmmmpph..
i thought being selfish or ignorant better than always considering what other people want.
they don't mind to disturb our life, but if i just ask for help. they don't bother mine.

Pretending a good person.
Yes, better! you can act like an Angel, in the same time you can be the devil.

Friends.
What's the meaning of it?is that mutual or pure relationship between people.
You have felt like this..
when you need your friends, they can't there for you.
but if your friend ask you to be here, you always there and listen to them.

i'm not mad with my friends or hate them.
i just want to know what the meaning of friendship?
why, when i don't have a car you think i used you to pick me up?
why, when i said i don't have money you bully me?

is that friends that you guys think of?
No, GOD! it's nonsense.

i'm NOT that smart.
but i have something to proud of.
don't shame on me like that.

Done. i don't know!
give up.