got a weird feeling!!

my tears is falling down.

i dont understand what's goin on with me..

perasaan galau dan sedih itu datang tiba-tiba disaat facebook bertuliskan "boqir Tkurniawan" aku klik dari relationship status aku..dulu aku sering melakukan ini, being a stalker of him..

YEAP!! i'm a stalker of him, everyday i just open my account and search his name.. i just want to know his update, his wall or his recent activities.. aku tidak berharap banyak dengan bertanya di wall accountnya.. sudah berkali-kali aku melakukan itu dan hasilnya nuthin..wall aku dihapus!!

aku juga sering mentag foto and i put my comment there.. i expect he'll reply it. kecewa dan sedih!!

hal itu engga sekali, dan akhirnya aku menyerah and i said to myself stop being a stalker of him.. it just made u a sad and disappointed. aku berhenti melakukan kebiasaan melihat accountnya setiap aku membuka accountku//

sampai dengan malam ini..

ketika aku membuka account ku, aku meng-klik namanya..dan membuka accountnya.

walaupun itu bukan yang pertama setelah lama dia tidak membuka accountnya..

tapi hal yang membuatnya beda, adalah dia membalas komen aku di album,,

yep! i made a comment for his photo album..i just reflect wanna give a comment.

i never expect for his replied, but he gives it.

i dont know it's weird,

i'm sad, suddenly..it reminds me about the past.

mungkin memang kamu selalu anggap hal ini sepele.. but i really sad about my walls, my comments that u ignored or deleted..

aku pernah bertanya sama kamu "kenapa, wall aku selalu dihapus..?"

u said "it's not important" , padahal aku suka iseng cuma nulis yank berkali-kali..

ada wall dari temen kamu cuma menggambar ()()====() (u know what it is, i guess)..

u didn't delete it, my wall is not more important than this picture.

so many things remind me of the past..berkaitan dengan account facebook.

but it's past..i live not for the past, i wrote this and now i'm feeling weird!!

hahahahaa, weird feeling for this October 3rd, 2009 ..

now, its 3:39 am .. me better to sleep..